Purging your house of unwanted items is like going into drug rehab. It is just cleansing! That is what I am in the middle of. Monday I go in for my first shot in my back. They have already told me it hurts like the dickens and not to expect to be able to do much for at least the first week. He said that I would probably feel much better in just a couple of days but that was also the time that I would be most likely to aggravate my injury to a much worse condition. Then, on July 1st I will be having surgery on my foot. So, I am preparing my mind and my home for all of these upcoming events. I think my mind is beyond help though…and probably my home too but it stands the best chance. In saying all of that…if you are hoping beyond all hope that I have something left from one of my giveaways that you would really, really like to have, just shoot me an e-mail and ask…it might very well be possible.
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Well, I am at least upright today…off and on. That is some improvement. Back pain is the worst. Much worse than anything I have ever been through. One thing about it…I get plenty of rest. I will take upright anyday over than having to lay around constantly. Thank goodness I ha a great family that is wiling to help out however possible. And thank goodness I am feeling some better. I will be so glad when I am totally back to normal!
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Ok, yes…I am having major back issues again. It is the bane of my existance…and short of a miracle, my choices are as follows: weekly visits to a chiropractor for the rest of my life, surgical intervention, or going through hoops to get to go to a Doctor who does fills in between the disk. At the moment…I am getting ready to jump through hoops. I am tired of not being able to put my own socks own. Isn’t that the craziest little thing that you never think about till you can’t do it. There are MANY crazy little things that become really hard to do when your back is out. I am also really tired of walking like I am 80 years old with cerebral palsy. I walk tilted to the right side. And I shuffle my feet. And I moan and groan. It is terrible and I know it has to drive my family crazy. It drives me crazy….and I don’t like to talk about it. I hate the daily “how are you feeling today”. Well, hmmm…let’s see. I FEEL LIKE CRAP! I am tired of being in constant pain and I think I am having a breakdown of sorts…and I have WAY too much to do to slow down. But, after a month of daily pain…you sort of loose some of your marbles I think. An example…I ALMOST let someone see me cry. And that just doesn’t happen. So, I will begin by jumping through hoops. And I will try my best to smile while doing so.
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